The Zamboni slides around the curves in the rink. The smell of propane lingers in the air. The gate opens. Skate blades scratch against the ice. I watch my son skate around the rink, crossing one foot over the other, so effortlessly. Gliding. Flying. Long legs pushing him forward. A blur of blue and orange. Number 14. I wave to him behind the glass, and just as the game begins, I head out of the arena doors.
Out in the lobby, I find a table by the confession stand. I can’t help but call it anything else. When my son was six, the year he first started playing hockey, he came off the ice thirsty and asked if he could have a dollar for the confession stand. I laughed and gave him two. Bring me back some absolution, I said. A dollar’s worth of grace. He bought a blue Gatorade instead.
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